someguy83
Jan 20, 2012, 7:31 PM
I'm confused. I've never had a girlfriend? do you think i might be gay or bi?
Well i did not date in high school i was very shy and had social anxiety and did not have many friends. I went to college and dated a few girls but did not hit it off. I finished college and did not date for a bit and made Friends and stuff. I am not shy any more and feel good about my self.
I did date this girl that I was friends with for 6 mouths. She broke up with her bf and we ran into each other and started hang out. The out of the blue she called it off and soon after she had a new bf.That was my only sexual experience and to top it off she just kinda laid there for the most part. There was no passion and i did not even reach climax , but said she did reach climax.
Well now i am 28 and have kinda just lost my mojo with woman. I find woman attractive but finding a gf is some thing i am not interested in or just i don't know what is going on with me. I do work full time and going back to college to get a better job and a job i like to do.
I am almost 30 and feel like I'm a complete fuckup and I've ****** up a lot of things in my life. I'm constantly tortured by a sense of failure.I feel like I've failed in terms of what my potential is. It's this constant feeling of not having achieved enough.
I never done any thing with a guy b4 but I thought about it.I kinda wounder what it will be like to have sex with a guy. I watch gay porn hear and there along with straight porn. The thought of letting someone take control is a turn on for me. Being a bottom would be a turn on for me . Also i have got a dildo and used it a few times.
Woman will seem interested but i just kinda push them away or act like i am not interested. When i am but some thing stoping me even if i am interested.
I just do not know what going on with me. I do not think I am gay but I do not know.*
I do jerk off a lot when I am need to relax and that might have some thing to do with it.*This happens all most every day and it helps me relax but I am going to be replacing that with tequila lol.
Maybe I could try dating a guy and see if any thing happens but I do not know.*If I did I would not know we're to look or say.
Also when I am on a date with a woman a lot of the time I feel like Noting ever clicks and I been on a lot of dates so I do not know if it me or I just have not found the one.
And advice or help please.
Well i did not date in high school i was very shy and had social anxiety and did not have many friends. I went to college and dated a few girls but did not hit it off. I finished college and did not date for a bit and made Friends and stuff. I am not shy any more and feel good about my self.
I did date this girl that I was friends with for 6 mouths. She broke up with her bf and we ran into each other and started hang out. The out of the blue she called it off and soon after she had a new bf.That was my only sexual experience and to top it off she just kinda laid there for the most part. There was no passion and i did not even reach climax , but said she did reach climax.
Well now i am 28 and have kinda just lost my mojo with woman. I find woman attractive but finding a gf is some thing i am not interested in or just i don't know what is going on with me. I do work full time and going back to college to get a better job and a job i like to do.
I am almost 30 and feel like I'm a complete fuckup and I've ****** up a lot of things in my life. I'm constantly tortured by a sense of failure.I feel like I've failed in terms of what my potential is. It's this constant feeling of not having achieved enough.
I never done any thing with a guy b4 but I thought about it.I kinda wounder what it will be like to have sex with a guy. I watch gay porn hear and there along with straight porn. The thought of letting someone take control is a turn on for me. Being a bottom would be a turn on for me . Also i have got a dildo and used it a few times.
Woman will seem interested but i just kinda push them away or act like i am not interested. When i am but some thing stoping me even if i am interested.
I just do not know what going on with me. I do not think I am gay but I do not know.*
I do jerk off a lot when I am need to relax and that might have some thing to do with it.*This happens all most every day and it helps me relax but I am going to be replacing that with tequila lol.
Maybe I could try dating a guy and see if any thing happens but I do not know.*If I did I would not know we're to look or say.
Also when I am on a date with a woman a lot of the time I feel like Noting ever clicks and I been on a lot of dates so I do not know if it me or I just have not found the one.
And advice or help please.