So, I've only recently really accepted that I might be bisexual, or even possibly a lesbian. I've always been a tomboy, never really been into girly things like dresses, ruffles, bows. I had more fun going hunting and fishing with my dad and playing baseball, but my mom thought I wasn't girly enough so she put me in cheerleading instead. The hunting and fishing stopped, but I was never a flyer as a cheerleader- I was the base lifting the girls up. I had feelings where I liked girls, but was told they were gross and wrong and you shouldn't act on it. My one real lesbian sexual encounter I was 10 and one of my best friends and I were making out and fingering each other. It felt right, but my mom caught us and said I couldn't see her anymore. My first sexual intercourse was with a man and we stayed together 5 1/2 years, but always fought never got along and he could only please me with oral sex. I'll admit I've only had sex with men, and haven't had another encounter with a woman in 17 years. I've kissed them, fondled breasts, and it feels right. But what I wonder is if there's anyone out there who's had a similar experience, denied who they are or think I might be labeling myself wrongly?
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[QUOTE=Ebonybifemme7;275992][I]Well, I'm a female and I can say with all honestly that I witnessed male on male sexually contact growing up. While a lot of the male teens that I knew growing up were outwardly homophobic, inwardly it was always something different. One time when I was 14, I saw these three black boys at the basketball court. I was trying to make out what they were doing, but it was sexual. I remember one of the boys had his legs wrapped around the other boy, around his waist, straddling him; and they were doing some sort of humping with eachother. The one that was doing the humping was threatening the other one. Something he was saying like 'you better not....' ' if you keep doing that, i'll do it again.' The other one just stood and watched, didnt say too much of anything. Now I was only 14 and I was really trying to figure out what was going on. I was looking outside of my parents bedroom window while they were gone. I remember even at that young age being turned on by seeing male on male sex. Deep down inside I want to believe I dreamed about this whole thing, but I knew that I wasnt. They probably didnt think anyone was watching, but I saw the whole thing.[/I]:yikes2:[I] I would say a lot of same sex horseplay that would go on. Guys slapping eachother on their dicks during gym class and pulling their pants down. I was in such deep deep denial back then. I really got turned on by it, but I was like there straight why am I even thinking in that way. And plus back then as a teenager I was a wannabe christian so I was thinking to myself thats not very Godly, its a sin! I was a Jehovah Witness back then, same sex relations were a big nono!!!!!! I worked as a newspaper captain in a newspaper distribution center as a teenager. Once again, lots of horseplay, touching, nipple grabbing, etc. Even as a teenager I got very turned on by males touching on eachother. I remember this one guy would grab this other guy, pick up and wrap his legs around his. OMG I got so turned on. I would go home and play with myself thinking about it. But being a female, I thought I was a weirdo. Girls arent suppose to have thoughts like that! It wasnt very lady like, and it certainly wasnt very christian like! My brother had a friend that would come over, and play around a lot. I always wondered about that guy. He always smelled good, and he would always grab my brothers nipples, pull down his pants, etc. I always wondered if it went beyond nipple grabbing. I was so shy back then (still am today) that I couldnt express myself. Even when it came to my female on female attractions I was shy. Still have problems talking about it and explaining it at the age of 31.[/I][/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Ebonybifemme7;275834][I]I joined this website back in 2012, and I mostly stayed in the chatrooms at first, but then I started going into the forums more. I was surprised to find that there are more men on this website then women. I would say that there is probably about 1 woman for every 5 men (including couples). What shocks me most about this website is the number of men who are almost WILLING to go out of their way to get male on male sexually gratification and satisfaction, while still putting up a very straight/heterosexual front in their public lives, and semi-personal lives. What shocks me more is that their wives accept it. Most of my straight female friends wouldnt accept that at all. But thats just here in my circles where I live. I've always known that I was attracted to girls growing up, but boys too. I used to think I was gay at one point of my life, but I still like men. More then likely I will end up marrying a man but I wouldnt mind being in a relationship with a female, but damnly near impossible to find, with lesbians they do not like bi females, and bi females are only with men. There are still a lot of prejudice and limitations out there. Sadly, I find that most people can't get past their prejudice, and it consumes them in every way imaginable. I've worked with people like this. I guess with me, when I first told some of my friends that I was bi when I was 20, only ONE excepted it. The rest, not so much. One guy broke up with me over it, well, that was one of many reasons. I started viewing gay and bisexual porn back in 2008, and I found that I loved watching it. OMG. That took my sexuality to a whole other level. I still like girl on girl stuff, but I find women to be kinda fake and phoney. Somethings about seeing two men have sex that just looks so, OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Women are not as passionate as men. But I like that women are caring and motherly. But I like that men are manly and passionate and they actually WANT to have sex. So I guess thats why I like both sexes, cause I get something from each sex. I dont view my sexuality as something thats evil or deviant: Its just who and what I am. [/I][/QUOTE]
I'm not crazy about glory holes. I prefer eye contact when I'm sucking a dick or some guy is sucking mine. And dirty talk - body language too. But I'm also a total slut for a big black dick and it's been too long since I've had one in my mouth. I was feeling really horny earlier tonight. So I went to an adult shop - in the suburbs where they aren't concentrated like they are in cities. My plan was to find a booth with hot porn and jerk off to it. By myself. I'm fairly cute and almost all the men who cruise the booths unfortunately are not. Not cute and not even close to it. Fat, bald, unkempt, drunk or high on something else. I've been going to peep shows since I sneaked into my first one ever when I was 15. And from that first time to even today - I'm around 50 now - I'm almost always the star of the show. All the other men hit on me and some don't go away the first time I tell them to fuck off. There have been a few exceptions and sometimes there is one hotter guy there but even then I'm still the wet dream of every troll in the joint. Tonight the place I went to was almost totally empty. Maybe 3 or 4 guys total and that includes me. But one of them was a black dude. Not a hottie but around average looking or better and around my age. As soon as we made eye contact we headed to the booths. He led the way and we got into adjoining booths with a hole in the wall between them. This place also has a couple of double booths with only a metal gate separating them. And you can see the other guy completely when the two of you go in them. That's where I wanted us to go but I didn't have time to say anything to him. I get in the booth and lock the door and five seconds later I see his dick come through the hole. I'm also a size queen so I was hoping he had a huge monster dick - the bigger the dick the sluttier I get, the sluttier I get the better I am as a cocksucker. And also as a bottom too. My dick is big - 8 inches. And I have this thing - I only want to suck a dick if it's bigger than mine. If it isn't I physically can't get into it enough to bother doing it and wasting my time. I'm not saying that's right but it's true for me. His dick passed the test. But not by very much. My guess is it was around 8.5 inches. But that's big enough for me. It was arounf halfway between soft and a hardon and I like to suck a soft dick at the start so I can feel it get big and hard in my mouth. Wow does that feel good and it makes me so fucking hot. The sexual thrill from the physical sensation but also knowing it got big and hard because I made it happen. I turned that black dick into a boner in no time at all. Licked it and deepthroated as much as I could which isn't the whole thing because I'd never get close to the wall since it's filthy and disgusting. Another downside of gloryhole cocksucking by the way. I slobbered all over it and licked it up and down and stroked it with without sucking it. For about 3 or 4 minutes. And then I told him through that hole about those other booths and asked him to go there with me so we could make eye contact and he could see his white cocksucking slut make love to his big - biggish actually - black dick with his own eyes. But he said nothing back to me so I sucked it a little more and then I stopped and I got up and got myself halfway out of the booth. I'm a world class cockcucker so I got a little cocky and assumed he'd come out too since a blowjob from me is too good to pass up even if he didn't - or even really didn't want or like watching me do it. But he didn't come out and he kept his dick where it was. Sticking out of the hole. We were in a test of wills and I lost. I went back and got down again and sucked that dick some more. I was exceptionally horny tonight but I'll never be horny enough to let a total stranger shoot his load in my mouth. I'll gladly suck a stranger's dick until he's close but only if he promised me beforehand to tell me when he got to that point so I could take his dick out of my mouth and then jerk him off to the finish line. This guy didn't say a word when I told him that so I wasn't gonna get even close to close to cuming anyway. And the whole thing was gross and not my cup of tea anyway so this second time on my knees was a really short cocskucking session and I stopped it after only a minute or so. And then walked out asked him again to come with me to the other booths with the metal gate and full visibility. Again no answer so I asked him another time and he didn't answer that one either so it was game over. First time doing anything is special and so was this but I'm not doing it ever again. I might do it in those other booths but only with a black guy with a really big dick will do the trick for me. So that's the story of my first - and almost certainly also my last - time I sucked a dick through a hole at the peep shows. No cum in my mouth so almost zero risk for me but even a really big black dick isn't fun for me when I'm sucking it through a small hole in a filthy smelly cum stained sleazy peep show booth. That's what I learned today. Hope you all enjoyed
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